Sehar e Roshni episode 17 written by sirraha…

Sehar e Roshni episode 17

Written by sirraha…

Samne khadi ferwa ko dekh sehar ek pal ko heran hui magar fir sambhal ke boli.

” chachi aap yhan”.

“Hn mujhe tujhse kuch baat karni thi kya me andar aa sakti hu”. Ferwa ki àawaz me aaj kuch alag tha ‘shayd guilt’ . Jo sehar ne pehli baar mehsus kiya tha .

“Ji aajaye” sehar darwaze se side hokar ferwa ko rasta deti he

.Sehar ko ab tak samjh nhi aarha tha ki vo kyun aayi he.

Dono bed pe bethi to ferwa ne sehar ka hath apne hatho me thamke use chuma.

“Sehar..me janti hu mene shuru se tere sath bura bartav kiya , hamesha sabke samne teri galat image banane ki koshish ki.aur aaj jo saniya ke dil me tere liye zehar he ye sab bhi mera kasur he ..

“vo bolte bolte ruki”me janti hu me maaf hone ke layak nhi hu magar meri bacchi mujhe maaf karde mene kabhi nhi chaha tha tere sath esa ho.me bas tujhe yhan se dur behjna chahati thi. Mera kabhi ye irada ya maksad nhi tha.” Vo bolke ruki to nazre utha ke sehar ko dekha jo khamoshi se use dekh rhi thi .

Sehar ke chehre pe koi bhaav nhi the.

” mene tere sath bohot bura kiya magar me kya karti tere aane ke baad saniya ke upar se waqeer sahab ka dhyan hat gya , tere dada dadi saniya ko bilkul dekhte bhi nhi ,sara pyar tujhe mila warna tu bta mujhe ek choti bachchi se kya dikkat hogi, sehar mera yakeen kar me ye nhi chhati thi ..”

ferwa ki ankhon me ansun the.

Beta mujhe maaf karde . Me tujhse wada karti hu me tere mummy papa ko samjhane ki puri koshish karungi ,aur mujeh yakeen he vo man jaenge. Aur tune bhi aaj jo sab bola beta aainda na kehna vo maa baap he naraz he .. haq he unka magar tu ese khafa na ho. Vo tujhe bohot pyar karte he vo tujhe maaf kardenge. Aur ho sake to tu mujhe maaf kardena”.

ferwa ne jab apni baat khatam ki to sehar boli

“Chachi me aapse naraz nhi hu me kabhi nhi thi aapne kuch galat nhi kiya aur aap mujhse badi he esi baate na bole.Baat rhi saniya ki to uske dil me jo mere liye zehar he ab vo had se jyada bad gya he usme aapka koi kasur nhi he.”

“Beta me waqai sharminda hu saniya ke bartav ke liye aur usne hida ke upar haath bhi uthaya mujhe to abhi tak takeen nhi aarha…beta ho sake to ham dono ko maaf kardena “. Ferwa ne sharmindagi se kaha.

Koi baat nhi chachi aapki galti nhi he aur aap please baar baar mujhse mafi mangke mujhe sharminda mat karo”.

Abhi ferwa aage kuch aur bolti usse pehle bagal me rakha uska mobile bajne laga. Sehar ki jab nazar uspe padi to isse pehle ki vo naam pad pati ferwa ne jaldi se call kaat diya.

” beta ab me chalti hu tu aaram kar .

itna lamba safar karke aayi aur ye sab hogya. “

“Ab kya kar sakte he “

“Beta ek baat bta kya waqai us ladke ko tune bulaya tha kya tu usse ab bhi rabte me he

” jate jate ferwa firse mudi.”

Chachi sab ko ye kyun lagta he ..mene nhi bulaya kisi ko aur nahi hu me usse rabte me ” sehar ne bebasi se kaha.”

Mujhe tujhpe yakeen he tu pareshan mat ho”ferwa ne uske ser pe hath rakhke pyar se bola. Aur fir ferwa chali gyi.

piche bethi sehar kuch soch rhi thi .”Hello sehar” teesri ring pe call utha liya gaya tha .

“Hn appi vo chachi aayi thi “

” vo kyun aayi thi”

“Maafi mangne .keh rhi thi ki vo waqai sharminda he aur vo ye sab nhi chahti thi”.

” aur tumne yakeen kar liya” .

“Appi me janti hu aaj tak unka bartav mujhse hamesha bura raha he magar aaj unhone mera us jagah stand liya jaha mere apne maa baap chup the”.

“Accha waqai ” noor ye baat sun ek pal ko heran huyi.

“Hn aur aapko pta he unhone saniya ko pehli baar thappad mara wo bhi mere liye”.

“Ye kese hogya , ye whi chachi nhi he jinka duniya me rehne ka main maqsad hi tumhe niche girte dekhna tha” akhir me noor hasi.

“Hn appi magar mujhe lagta he vo waqai guilty he aur ho bhi kyun na aaj jo sab mere saath hua uske baad to dushmano ka dil bhi phigal jaaye

” sehar ko ek baar fir sab yaad aane laga.”

Aaj kya hua tha sehar mujhe sab batao”. Noor ne sanjhida hoke pucha.

Sehar ne sab kuch yaad kar dard se ankhen band ki aur ek gehri sans le kar noor ko sari dastan sunadi.

“Aur ek baar fir mere ghar walo ne mera yakeen nhi kiya”.akhir me sehar ki ankh se ek ansun niklkar uske gaalo ko gila karta niche chala gya.

“Sehar meri baat suno….”

“Ye jo kuch horha be kuch acche ke liye horha he “.

“Appi isme kya accha hoga ki me 16 saal ki ladki apni family se dur reh rhi hu vo bhi kyun kyunkii mene kisi se mohabbat karli thi. Aapko pta he mujhe islam kabhi bura nhi laga magar jab ye restrictions hoti hena to me sochti hu kash ke me kisi dusre religion ko belong karti to esa nhi hota”. Sehar ne babasi bhare gusse se kaha.

“Tumhe pata hai Sehar, asal masla Islam nahi hota… asal masla logon ki soch hoti hai.” tumhe ye kisne kaha ki islam me mohabbat haram he”?

“Log kehte hena isiliye”.

“Bas yahi to hamari sabse badi ghalti hai.Hum khud Islam nahi padhte, hum logon se suna hua Islam jeene lagte hain.” mujhe ek baat batao tum CA pursue karogi RIGHT!”.

“JI!!”.

“To kya tum bina research kiye koi bhi coaching join kar logi?Koi bhi book utha logi?”

“Nahi appi me search karungi ki best coachings konsi he best books konsi he me CAs ki guidance lungi “.

“Aur tum ye sab kyun karogi”.

“Kyunki ye mere future ka sawal he”.

” aur akhirat ka kya!”.

Aur sehar bilkul chup hogyi ,uske pass alfaz hi nhi bache.

” future ke liye jise tumne dekha bhi nhi , tum jiske liye sure bhi nhi ho ki vo aayega bhi ya nhi uske liye tum best choose karogi magar akhirat jise aana hi he uska kya. Tum ne khud islam kyun nhi padha sehar”.

“Appi….appi mene quran padhi hui he “. Sehar ke gale se halki aawaz nikli.

” tarjume se padhi kabhi?”.

“…….nahi” lambi khamoshi ke baad sehar boli.

“Islam wo nahi hai jo log batate hain.Islam wo hai jo Allah ne Quran me bayan kiya,aur jo hamare Aaqa ﷺ ne apni zindagi me jee kar dikhaya.”

ALLAH ka banaya Islam vo he jise hamare “aaqa hazrat Mohammad sallallahu alahiwasallam” ne JIYA .

Ye DUNIYA walo ka islam he jise ham jee RAHE HE .“Aur baat rhi mohabbat ki to ,“Islam mohabbat, rehmat aur insaan ki hifazat ka deen hai.Islam nafrat nahi sikhata.”Aur baat rhi shadi ke pehle mohabbat karna to..“Kya tum jaanti ho, “Hazrat Khadija (R.A) ne Nabi ﷺ ko nikah ka paighaam bheja,unke ikhlaaq, imandari aur kirdaar se mutasir ho kar ye wo mohabbat thi jo izzat, zimmedari aur halal niyyat par mabni thi.”

Sehar ko ye baat janke todhi herani hui.

“To kaun kehta hai ke mohabbat Islam me haram hai?Haram to wo rishte hote hain jahan niyyat saaf na ho,jahan sirf jazbaat ho aur zimmedari na ho.”

“Aur tum ye jo kehti ho ke agar kisi aur mazhab se hoti to aisa na hota..kya Daniyal Muslim nahi tha?Kya Rahila Muslim nahi thi?Kya Raheel Muslim nahi tha?

“Unhone tumhe dhokha diya kyunki wo ghalat the,na ke isliye ke tum Muslim thi.”

sehar jo sab kuch khamoshi se sun rhi thi, uske halak me kuch atka.

“Islam ye sikhata hai ke agar kisi ladke ya ladki ko koi pasand aa jaye,to wo sabr kare, halal raasta ikhtiyar kare,aur jab waqt aaye to nikah ke liye ghar walon ko bataaye.”

“Islam me ye bataya gaya hai ke agar pasand halal ho aur niyyat nikah ki ho, to use gunah nahi kaha ja sakta. Lekin iske liye hikmat, mashwara aur sharai hadon ka khayal zaroori hota hai.” .

Sehar aur ye jo haram karar diya he iska bhi reason he aur usko tum jaan chuki ho.

“Mujhe batao…kya tumhe Daniyal se mohabbat nahi hui thi?Kya tum uski wajah se tootne nahi lagi thi?”

“H..hn..” sehar bas itna bol payi.

To meri pyari sehar ye hi to reason he islam me ise haram karar diya he .“Allah ke liye ham bohot qeemti hai, Sehar.Vo nahi chahta ki koi hamein ‘use and throw’ cheez samajh le.”

“Islam ne jo haden banayi hain, wo saza ke liye nahi,balki hifazat ke liye hain.”Ye mashra mohabbat ka matlab nhi janta…ye janta he to bas time pass karna. Ye pyar ka khel khelke kitni hi sehar har din todte he .

Sehar allah nhi chate ki ham uske bando ke hatho me ake tut jaye. Allah ne ham ladkiyon ko bohot najuk banaya he. Isiliye nhiii ki hame aasani se toda jaye balki isiliye ki hame sambhal ke rakha jaye.

Danial se mohabbat ka tumhe ye sila mila ki tum jesi bahadur ladki aaj ek tuti hui gudiya ban chuki ho jo sabse eitbar kho chuki .”Lekin jab me keh rhi hu ki ye acche ke liye he to ye waqai acche ke liye he . Tumhe aaj ye bohot bura lagega magar ek din tum allah ke shukr ke sajde ada karogi.

“Noor ki bat khatam huyi to sehar boli.

“Appi me esi nhi thi”..Me kabhi esi nhi thi me to muh pe jawab dene wali thi me to kisii se bhi lad jati thi. Meri jindagi ka ek hi usul tha AGE HOKE KISI KO CHEDHO MAT AUR KOI TUMHE CHEDH DE TO FIR USE CHODHO MAT.me har chiz me acchi thi magar me ladayiyan bohot karti thi mujhe kisi ki choti si baat bhi bardasht nhi hoti thi lekin fir ek din jab me ek ladki ko gusse me chanta marke aayi to meri dadi ne mujhe”hamare pyare nabi hazrat Mohammad sallallahu alahiwasallam ” ki jindagi ki mushkilate batayi ki kis taraf log unhe jhutha kehte unpe patthar barsate magar vo kabhi kuch nhi bolte the , fir mene socha ki me galat hu mene ye sab chodh diya mene chachi ,saniya sab ko jawab dene chodh diye . Me hiddu ko bhi yhi sikhati thi magar jab raheel ne mujhsee battamizi ki to me seh na saki aur use mene thapad mar diya aur usi jjagha se ye sab shuru hoa.Ab me sochti hu kash us din bhi chup reh leti , ek akhri baar aur seh leti to ye sab nhi hota.Pta he mera jee chahta tha ki rahila ko thappad mardu uske bf ke bare me uski mummy ko batadun magar me nhi bta saki.Mera man kiya me danial ko pure school ke age jaleel karu magar me nhi kar saki.Me chahti thi ki raheel ko ek baar fir suspend karwadun magar me nhi kar saki . Aur aapko pta he kyunn nhi kar saki?

“Noor ne jawab nhi diya bass use dhyan se sunti rhi.Ab sunne ki uski baari thi.

“Kyunki is baar me galat thi . Aur jaha aap galat hote ho vhan aapka khamosh rehna hi behtar hota he .lekin ab mujhe lagta he mene khud ko haar diya , me ab pehle wali sehar nhi rhii , me chahe kuch bhi karun allah ke siwa kisi aur ko mujhe saza dene ka haq nhi he . Me danial ka dard dil me liye bethi thi magar ab aur nhi.

Me sehar hu aur me apni kahani ab khud likhungi”.

akhir me uski aawaz me josh tha jise sun noor ke chehre par bhi ek muskurahat fel gyi.”

Sehar meri akhri baat suno . Danial bas ek aazmaish thi aur tum us aazmaish se abhi guzar rhi ho , allah har kisi ko nhi aazmata ,allah sirf unhe aazmata he jinhe vo apne kareeb karma chahta he . Tum khud ko yuh ek ladke ki mohabbat me zaya na karo , mujhe yakeen he allah ne tumhare liye kuch nek hi socha hoga tab taj ye dariya tumhe akele hi paar karna hoga”.

“Ji” aur ab sehar ke chere pe asli muskurahat thi.

Gir ke sambhalne wali muskurahat,

dariya ko paar karne ki himmat, ikattha karne ki muskurahat.

Raat ke baad sehar hone ki muskurahat.

To be continued..