Sehar e Roshni episode 15
Written by sirraha…
Uske samne ek uchi school building thi , mumbai ke sabse acche schools me se ek tha ye school. Andar jane se pehle uske man me tarah tarah ke khayal the .
“Mere school ke first day pe hamesha papa mere sath hote the , kaash aaj bhi hote “.Usne gehri sans li , andar kadam rakha aur fir aage bad gyi.
Use pehle principal office jana tha , raste me 4 ladko ke group ko dekha to usne jhijhakte hue us taraf kadam badaye.
“Excuse me”.Usne aawaz di to un logo ne uski taraf dhyan diya.
“Yes…?” Unme se ek ladke ne jiska naam sahil tha usne kaha.
“Can you pls tell me where is principal sir ‘s office”.
“Are you a new student”.usi ladke ne kaha.
“Um…yeah” sehar ko dar tha kahi ye use bully na karne lage.
“Ok yhan se sidha jake left side pe room no 4”
.”Ok thanks” aur vo aage bad gyi.”
” ayaan kya hogya kabse use hi dekhe jarha he bhai”. Sahil ne apne bagal me khade ladke se kaha.
“Um..she is beautiful “.ayaan ne kaha .
“Ohh….ayaan ko bhi koi pasand aata he kya” . Dusre ladke ne jiska naam rohan tha usne ayaan ko chidhate hue bola.
“Shut up rohan, mujhe koi pasand vasand nhi aaya he . Mene bas sach kaha iska ye matlab to nhi ki tum log apni bakwas shuru kardo” usne ghusse se rohan aur sahil ko ghura.
“Are are tu shant hoja inka to kaam hi yeh he ” ab ki baar sameer ne kaha jo ayaan ka best friend tha.
“Allah bas sab accha ho , plsss meri madad karna allah mujhe bohot nervousnes ho rhi he” usne principal office ke samne khade hoke dil me dua ki .
“May i come in sir”.
“Yess…”andar se aawaz aayi to vo andar dhakhil hogyi.
“Sehar beta tum… kesi ho .. ghar pe sab theek”.
“Yes sir allah ka shukr he “.
“You can call me uncle in alone beta afterall you are my bestfriend’s daughter.” Samne bethe shaqs ne muskurate hue sehar se bola.
“Ji uncle . Aap kese he “.
“Me to aaj bhi vesa hi hu fit and fine, lekin tum badi ho gyi ho , mujhe yaad he aaj bhi jab ham pehli baar mile the tumne kitni baate ki thi , yhan tak ki meri bivi tumse obsessed hogyi thi.” Unhone hanste hue kaha.
“Us wakt me choti thi na , vese aunty kesi he “.
“Bohot acchi he and jab unhe pta laga ki tum mumbai aayi ho aur hamare hi school me admission bhi le rhi ho vo bohot khush hui thi , tumhe ghar bula rhi thi , aana kabhi “.
“Ji uncle jarur , abhi me class me jati hu”
“Hn tumhari class 12th A he aur beta koi dikkat ho mujhe batana”.
“Jii sir sure”. Usne muskurate hue kaha aur vhan se izazat lekar class ki taraf badh gyi.
Class me aayi to teacher whan pehle se mojud thi.
“May i come in mam”.
“New admission . Sure come in”.
“So class here is a new student in your class,welcome her and be kind to her”. Mam ne puri class me announce kiya.
“Okay beta introduce yourself “.
“Yes mam. So hey class myself Sehar khanam. And i am your new class fellow and yeah thats it”.
Vo bolne me ghabrati nhi thi isiliye use apne circle ki sabse confident girl kaha jata tha.
“okay now you can sit on your seat .”
“Mam where” usne charo taraf nazar ghuma ke pucha ,aur use vhan vhin ladke dikhe jo use hi dekh rhe the .usne nazar andaz kar diya.
“Aap zoya ke bagal me bethjao.”mam ki awaz pe sehar ne us taraf dekha jahan ek ladki bethi thi . Vo use hi dekh kar rhi thi.
“Okay mam” aur vo us ladki ke bagal me ja bethi.
“Hyy myself zoya ” us ladki ne haath badha ke bola.
“Hy myself sehar “. Usne bhi hath aage badha diya.
“So are we friends now”.
Zoya ne kaha to sehar chup hogyi. Usne dusri taraf nazar ghuma li.
“Am i rejected”.zoya ne udas chere ke sath kaha.
“No its not like that , i mean yeah we can be friends” sehar ne jabardasti ki muskan ke sath kaha
“Allah ye wakt kab niklega, pls jaldi se chutti kardo”.sehar man hi man bas yhi dua kar rhi thi.Bagal me bethi zoya use kuch bta rhi thi , magar vo nhi sun rhi thi , use to bas ghar jana tha .
“Sehar tumne suna mene kya kaha” zoya ne sehar ka dhyan apni taraf na pakar usse sawal kiya.
“Hn..hn suna na.” Sehar ese boli jese kisi ne use chori karte wakt pakd liya ho.
“Allah allah ye kitna bolti he raheela to kabhi itna nhi bolti thi,ek min raheela….me usko kyun yaad kar rhi hu , allah ye log dimaag se nikalte kyun nhi he “Vo khidkhi ke bahar dekhti khudse hi bol rhi thi.uski aankhon me ansun aagaye the.Use jab ehsas hua to usne unhe behrehmi se puch diya.
“Ye kya hogya he mujhe kyun baat baat pe ansun aajate he ankhon me , me pehle esi to nhi thi allah “.
Ese hi pura din uska nikal gya .3 baje jab vo ghar aayi to sidha apne kamre me na jakar pehle fatima begum se milne gyi.
“Assalamualikum nanu “.
“Waaalaikum assalam beta aagyi , kesa gya din “.”
Hn theek thak tha ,aap ye bataye kya mummy se baat hui aapki”.sehar ne unse whi sawal pucha jiski vajah se vo ghar aane ko betab thi.
“Nahi beta magar tu fikr mat kar me karlungi aaj hi” fatima ne uske ser pe hath rakhke bola.
“Nanu mujhe hiddu ki yaad ati he mummy meri usse bhi baat nhi karati mene kal call kiya tha unhone block kardiya number hi, aap pls usse baat karado”.
“Accha zahira ne tera number block kar diya. Isko to.me baatungi,tu ye le mera phone aur laga call”.
“Nanu me kese, mummy meri aawaz sunke aapko bhi block kardengi “.
“Beta teri maa ki maa hun me , aaj to zahira kya, zahira ki maa bhi nhi rok sakti tujhe hida se baat karne se”. Fatima ne challenging andaz me bola.
“Ji nanu “, aur sehar ne zahira ke number pe call laga diya.
“Me nhi bolungi aap hi bolna theek he “
“Hn hn tu befikar reh, bas aawaz mat karna warna teri maa ne Sun liya na to zarur hi block kar degi “.
“Abhi to aap keh rhe the ki koi nhi rok sakta baat karne se merko hidu se ab kya hua”.
“Are beta zahir uske baap ko gyi he , ziddi he ek number ki .”
“Assalamualikum ammi” tabhi samne se zahira ki aawaz aayi.
“Waaalaikum assalam ” fatima ne apni aawaz sakht karke bola. Sehar ke dil ko kuch huwa tha , kitne dino baad usne apni maa ki aawaz suni thi.
“Kesi heiin aap ammi”.
“Acchaa yaad aaya ki koi ammi bhi he , mat bol mujhe ammi..na koi phone kiya na haal pucha.” Fatima ne gusse se bola.
sehar unki acting dekh heran thi.”Are esi baat nhi he vo bas zahid abhi kal hi discharge hue hena” zahira ne safai deni chahi.
“Hn hn.ab bahane banale , me to barbad hogyi allah budhape me beta chodh gya beti bhi haal chal nhi puchti, mera kya hoga ab” fatima apni aawaz ko ruhansa banake boli.
“Kya baat he nanu” sehar ne bina aawaz fatima ki taraf dekh kar bola. Fatima muskura di.
“Ammi esi baat mat karo.me koi bhuli nhi hu aapko , accha ho gyi na galti maaf kardo” zahira ko ab waqai bura lag rha tha.
“Accha meri hida kaha he , mujhe usse baat karni he “
“Hm ruko karwati hu”.
“Aur mujhe usse akele me baat karni he”.
“Akele me aapko usse kya baat karni he “.
“Ab tujhe bataun me kya baat karni he , jaa nhi karni mujhe ab koi baat ” unhone firse naraz hone ke andaz me bola.”
Accha accha theek he karlo usse baat vese bhi uski to adat he phone ko side me lejake baat karne ki”Todhi der baad hida dusri taraf se boli.
“Hello nanu” hida ki aawaz suni to sehar ka dil khil utha.
“Haye mera baccha , tujhe meri yaad nhi aati”
“Aati hena nanu lekin mumma baat nhi karati, vo to appi se bhi nhi karati baat”. Ye sunke Sehar ko bohot bura laga. Usne apna muh dusri taraf kar liya aur uski ankhon se ansun behne lage.
” ye baat he , teri maa ko batana padega ki me koun hu ‘Accha beta teri mummy kaha he “
“Mummy to kitchen me he “.
“Accha le fir sehar se baat karle.” Unhone sehar ki taraf phone badaya lekin isse pehle ki vo phone pakad pati.
“Mujhe nhi karni inse baat “. Hida gusse me boli.
“Kyun nhi karnii” fatima begum ne chonk kar bola.
“Ye bad girl he , inhone promise toda he inhone mujhse promise kiya tha ki roj baat karungi “.
“Nahi betu esi baat nhi thi bas kuch majburiyan thi”.
“Jaye mujhe nhi karni aaapse baat”.
“Hidu ese kyun kar rhe ho aap , mujhse baat to karo fir chahe se kitna dant lena” .
“Accha theek he but ek shart pe “.
“Kya..”.
“Aap mujhse milne aaoge vo bhi kal “.
“Ye kesi shart he ..hida me nhi aasakti mera school he
“Vo use ye nhi bta sakti thi ki use vhan koi aane hi nhi dega
.”Me nhi janti ya to aao ,nhi to me kabhi baat nhi karungi”.
“Me..kese” sehar ne bebas hoke bola.
“Appi mujhe aapki yaad ati he ,pls aajao” ab hida rone lagi thi.
“Me bhi karti hu lekin me bebas hu”.
“Me papa se baat karun… vo to aapko bula lenge , vo aapko yaad karte he bohot”.Sehar kuch bolti isse pehle hi zahira ne aake hida ke hath se phone chin liya.
“Mana kiya tha na isse bat karne ko “zahira ne hida ko dantte hue bola.
“Aur tum,tumse kaha tha na ki nhi hu me tumhari maa ,to ye bhi nhi lagti tumhari kuch , koi rishta nhi he tumhara hamse
“Sehar jo dusri taraf ye sab sun rhi thi kuch nhi keh sakiii.
“Zahira kesi baat kar hi he tuu, pagal hogyi he dimag to shi hena tera”fatima ne kaha.
“Ammi mera dimag bilkul theek he aur ab me majeed is baat pe behas nhi karna chahti”
“Me kal hi sehar ko lekar vhan aati hu”.Lekin zahira ne unhe sune bager hi phone rakh diya.
“Nanu…ye..ye aap kya keh rhi he ” sehar ne ansuon se bhari ankhe utha ke apni nani ko dekha.”Hn me bilkul theek keh rhi huu ham kal hi ki train se vhan chalte he “.
“Nani iski koi..”
“Chup bilkul chup… ab bohot hogya inka ab aur nhi ,jaa apna bag pack kar” fatima ka esa roop sehar ne pehli baar dekha tha , aur vo buri tarah dari thi , usne unse dobara kuch nhi kaha bas apne kamre ki taraf bad gyi.
Subeh ke sade char baj rhe the jab vo noor ke bagal me khamosh bethi thi.
“To tum vhan jaa rhi ho, tumhe to khush hona chaiye” noor ne kaha.
“Me khush hu magar usse jyada me pareshan hu. Papa mummy meri shakal nhi dekhna chahte , vhan vo log he jinhe me dekhna nhi chahti. Me kese jaun vhan pe”. Sehar ne apni bechaini noor ko batayi.
” dekho sab kuch jo tumhare sath hua bohot bura hua. Koi bhi ladki ye deserve nhi karti. Magar ab tum ese dar ke nhi reh sakti” noor ne uske haath pe apna hath rakh use hosla dene ki koshish ki.
“Me aapki baat samjhti hu magar aap khud bataye me daru nhi to kya karu, jese hi me sochti hu kuch theek hone laga he tabhi vo log fir meri jindagi me koi naya azab bhej dete he .”
“Tum daro mat bas allah ka naam leke jao aur apne dar se lado”
“Me kese lun allah ka naam , kis muh se lu…. mene galti ki he aur ab allah mujhse nafrat karte he , mene suna tha ki shadi ke pehle ladka ladki ka talluq haram hota he , aur mene vo haram kaam kiya he , allah mujhse naraz he isiliye ye sab kuch ho rha he , ab kabhi kuch theek nhi hoga..” sehar ki aankhon se aansun beh rhe the.
“Hn galti to tumne ki he magar allah tumse nafrat karte he ye baat theek nhi”.
Noor ki baat sunke sehar ne nafi me ser hilaya.
“Nhi….nhii vo mujhse nafrat karte he . Mere maa baap mujhse nafrat karte he . Mene apne waliden ka dil dukhaya he , vo mujhe kabhi maaf nhi karenge, kabhi nhi…
“akhir me uski aawaz gale me hi reh gyi.
“Tum shant ho jao aur meri taraf dekhoo” noor ne uske chere ko apne hath me leke bola.
“Tumse koi nafrat nhi karta, tumhare maa baap kabhi tumse nafrat nhi kar sakte , vo bas disappointed he tumse, tumse unhe bohot ummide thi aur jab tumne esi galti ki to unka dil dukha , magar vo tumse nafrat nhi karte…samjhi”.noor ne ek badi behen ki tarah use samjhaya.
“Lekin mene gunah kiya he , to allah to mujhse nafrat karte honge , nani kehti he allah maaf karde to sab maaf kardete he aur nhi bhi karte to bhi farak nhi padhta, magar me kese mafi mangu….Me buri ladki nhi hu , me sare roze rakhti hu , me kisi ko gali nhi deti, me meri choti bhen ko hamesha acchi bate batati hu, me namaze bhi padhti thi me apne maa baap ko bhi tang nhi karti thi , me buri nhi huu me buri nhii….hu..mene kabhi kisi ka dil nhi dukhaya fir bhiii…”.
Vo noor ke hatho me apna chera chupaye rote hue boli.”Shsh… tum buri nhi ho koi ladki burii nhi hotii bas usse kai baar kuch esa ho jata he jo bura hota he . Aur kisne kaha ki allah tumse nafrat karte he hn tumne gunah kiya he magar tum use maan to rhi huu, tum use justified nhi kar rhi , yaad rakhna gunah karne wale se bada gunhegaar use gunah na manne wala hota he jo ki tum nhi ho..to ab ye baate apne zehan se nikaldo aur khushi khushi apne ghar jaao apni behen se milo apne parents se baat karne ki koshish karo”.
“Hm.. accha fir allah mujhe maaf kardenge”. Sehar ne ummid se pucha.
“Hn kyun nhi kya tum nhi jante allah to maaf karna pasand karta he , vo to chahta hi ye he ki uska banda usse mafi mang uske kareeb ho jaye.” Noor ne muskurate hue use dilasa diya.
“Accha chalo me chalti hu aaj mujhe kuch kaam he ” noor ne apna bag uthate hue kaha.
“Aap ja rhe ho” sehar use rokna chhati thi .
“Hn lekin tum na ek kaam karo mujhe apna number dedo taki me tumse contact me rahun , tum mujhe call karlena agar koi baat ho.” Noor ne apna phone nikalke uski taraf badate hue bola.
” ye lo mera number ” sehar ne uske phone me apna number dial kar ke use sehar ke naam se save kardiya.
“Accha to me chalti hu ab apna khyal rakhna” . Noor ne sehar ke galo ko chute hue kaha.
Noor vhan se uthke janelagi.abhi vo todhi dur aayi hi thi ki piche se aawaz aayi.
“Appi… behen ko gale lagake nhi jaogi”.Noor ke kadam ruk gye. Uske cahro taraf ki aawaze band hogyi , samandur ek dam shant hogya. Suraj jo dheere dheere nikal rha tha , ab apna ujala fela chuka tha.
Esa hi ujala jesa noor ki jindagi me aaya tha , vo shabd jise sunne ke liye vo barso se tadpi thi aaj vo tadap mit gyi thi.
AAJ NOOR KO HALIMA MIL GYI THI.
Noor ki hari ankhin me kuch chamka , usne piche mudke sehar ko dekha , jo abhi bhi usi jagah bethi uski taraf dekh muskura rhi thi.
Noor ne apne hath khol diye , uska chehra sehar nhi dekh sakti thi magar yakeenan waha ek badi muskan thi , sehar hasin aur uth ke uski taraf douadti hui aayi aur uske gale lag gyi.
Us samandur ke kinare pe gale lagti vo dono ek dusre ko pura kar rhi thi.
Piche suraj ab pura nikal chuka tha.
Aur yahn se shuru hoti he
“DASTAN E SEHAR E ROSHNI”
to be continue.