Sehar e Roshni episode 16 written by sirraha…

Sehar e Roshni episode 16

Written by sirraha…

Voh dono darwaze ke bahar khadi thi . Sehar jo vhan mojud hoker bhi mojud nhi thi , ek taraf dar bhi tha aur dusri taraf khushi bhi magar shayd dar khushi se jyada tha.

Fatima begum ne teesri bell bajayi hi thi ki tabhi kisi ne darwaza khola.

Samne khada shaqs fatima ko dekh pehle heran to baad me sehar ko dekh gusse se laal hogya tha.

“Ammi aap ise kyun layi he , mene mna kiya tha na”.Bagal me khadi sehar ye sab sunke bhi chup rhi .Vo janti thi aage kya hone wala tha aur iske liye vo khudko taiyar karke layi thi.

“Zahira mujhe nhi yad mene tujhe mehmano ko darwaze pe khade rakhna kab sikhaya ” fatima ne dabe dabe ghusse se bola.

“Ammi par…” “bas zahira , bilkul chup side hat hame andar aane de itna lamba safar karke aaye he “. Zahira ko bich me rokte hue fatima apna saman uthati andar ko bad gyi .

Sehar abhi bhi vhin khadi thi zahira ki jab uspe nazar padi to vo nazar pher gyi. Zahira bina kuch bole andar ki taraf chali gyi magar darwaza unhone khula chodh diya.

Sehar ke chehre pe ek zakhmi muskan thi.Sehar ne andar kadam rakha to bohot si yaade taza hone lagi.Vo living room me dhakil hue to zahira ne kuch bolne ko muh khola magar usse pehle hi upar se hida ki jor se rone ki aawaz aayi. Sehar jo sidiyon ki taraf mudi hi thi zahira ne uska bazu pakad liya.

“Nhi.. tum nhi . Tum usse dur hi rehna samjh me aayi”.

Magar sehar ne apna bazu unki pakad se chudhwaya aur”Assalamualikum ammi ” keh kar upar ki taraf daudti hui gyi.

Abhi vo kamre me dhakhil hui hi thi ki tabhi use hida ki aawaz aayi jo uski taraf pith karke bed pe bethi thi.” nahi! jaye aap mujhe kisi se baat nhi karni , mujhe kisi se milna bhi nhi he , sab bohot gande ho”.

“Mujhse bhi nhi” dheere dheere kadam badati sehar uske pass ane lagi .

Sehar ki awaz sun hida chonk kar piche ko mudi use dekh uski taraf daudti aa vo uske gale lag gyi.”Appi appi …app aagye appi , aapko pta he mene apako kitna miss kiya “.

“Mene bhi aapko bohot miss kiya aur me kese na aati meri choti billi ne mujhe dhamki jo di thi” sehar ki ankhen ansuon se bhigh chuki thi magar aaj use ye ansun bure nhi lage the.Vo hida ke samne ghutno ke bal beth gyi .

“Appi aap ab nhi jaoge na” hida ne ummid bhari nazro se pucha .

“Mujhe janna hoga “.sehar ne mayusi se kaha.

“Appi aap chale jana me aapko nhi rokungi but aap mere sath park to chalogi na aapko pta he me teen maHine se park nhi gyi”.Hida ki baat sun sehar ko yakeen nhi aya.

“Tum…tum park nhi gyi , tum park jaye bina reh kese li”.

“Jese aapke bina rhi vese hi”.Aur sehar aage kuch na keh saki.

Darwaze pe khadi fatima aur zahira ye sara manzar apni aankhon se dekh rhe the , zahira apni dono betiyon ko dekh apne ansun nhi rok payi . Fatima begum ne unke kandhe pe apna hath rakha.

Tabhi niche se shor ki aawa aati he , fatima aur zahira niche ko badti he to sehar aur hida bhi uth jati he .Niche sidiyon pe ake jab sehar ki nazar samne padi to vo vhi tik gayi.

Gate pe zahid aur waqeer kisi ladke se lad rhe the aur use ghar me nhi aane derhe the.

Jab sehar ne us shaqs ki shakal dekhni chahi to vo sun hogyi.”DANIAL” sehar badbadayi.

“Tum is ghar me kya kar rhe ho nikal jao yhan se isse pehle ki me tumhe jaan se mardu chale jao yahanse”. Zahid sahab ki aawaz pure living hual me dahadi thi.

“Me to sehar se milne aaya hu usse milke hi jaunga “.Aage koi kuch bolta sehar sidhiyan utar uske samne aa khadi hui.

“Kya kar rhe ho tum is ghar me hn jao yhan se “.

“Sehar tumne hi to mujhe bulaya he ab tum hi…”

“Tumne ise yahn bulaya he ?” Zahira ne piche aake sehar ka bazu pakad use apni tarf ghumate hue pucha.

“Nahi ammi mene nhi..”

“Sehar tum jhuth kyun bol rhi ho dekho mere pass message bhi he “.

“Kya bakwas kar rhe ho ” waqeer ne aage ake baat sambhalni chahi”.

“Chahe se aap ye dekhlo”. Daniyal ne apne phone ki screen un sabko dikhayi.

Vhan sehar ka message saaf jhalak raha tha.

“Ye..ye.. mera number nhi he “.Magar isse pehle ki uski baat puri ho pati zahira ne use khench ke ek thappad mardiya.

“Tum..tum nhi sudhrogi na tum hame ek baar hi me maar dona.” Zahira sehar pe chilla rhi thi.

“Ammi…” “mat kaho mujhe ammi mar gye ham tumhare liye aur tum hamare liye “.Sehar ko ek baar fir us din ka manjar yaad aya vhi jagah vahi log . Vhi bebasi vhi dard. Kuch badla tha to bas itna ki us din zahira bebas khadi thi aur aaj zahid.

“Dekhe aap ghussa na kre me chala jata hu , sehar tum apna khyal rakhna ” ek akhri nazar sab par dalta danial vhan se bhar chala gya.

‘Zahira tu pagal he us ladke ki baton me aarhi he ” fatima ne zahira ko samjhana chaha.

“Ammi pls aap rehnede aapke bharose hi chodha tha mene iseAur anzam bhughat liya”.Tabhi ghar me saniya dhakil hoti he .

“Ammi ye to vhi ladka hena ye yhan kya kar rha tha, aur ye…

” sehar pe nazar padte saniya boli.”Ye yhan kya kar rhi he isine bulaya kya ise”.

“Saniya chup ho jao bas karo khud ka wasta he tum kyun is baat me shamil horhi ho” waqeer sahab saniya ko chupa karate hue bole.

“Vese sehar tumne galat kiya ammi papa tumse kitna pyàr karte the aur tumne unhe ye sila diya ” saniya sehar se kehti huyi aage ko aayi.

“Tumhari himmat kese hui.. ye mere maa baap he! ” sehar aaj use bakshna nhi chhati thi.

“Papa dekhe na ise , aap hi bataye me aapki beti huna , pehli beti ” saniya zahid ke bazu ko pakdte hue bolti he .

“Hm beta tum meri beti ho “. Zahid uske balo me hath ferte hue bole.

“Sabse samjhdar wali right” saniya baaj nhi aayi thi.

“Hm sabse samjhdar wali” zahid sahab ki bate sun saniya ke chehre pe fatehana muskan aagyi ,vhin sehar beyaqini se apne baap ko dekhti reh gyi jo niche najre jhukaye saniya ki ser pe hath fer rhe the.

“Papa..paPa kese”.

“Tum chup hi raho ye tumhare papa nhi he na mumma tumhari maa he tum ye haq kho chuki ho”.

“Papa ise dekhe ye kya keh rhi he ” sehar ne zahid se kaha magar unhone koi jawab nhi diya.

“Tumhe samjh nhi aati , tum jesi badkirdar “magar isse phele ki saniya apni baat puri karti kisi ka hath uske chere ko surkh kar gya tha.

“Chup karjao!”.Sabke muh khule reh gye , yhan tak ki sehar bhi is manzar ko dekh heran reh gyi.

“Mumma !!”. Saniya ne sir utha ke us shaqs ko dekh beyaqeeni se kaha.

“Kya kya bol rhi ho tum ye…mene ye sab to tumhe nhi sikhaya , aur tum hoti kon ho usse uske maa baap chinne wali, kya tumhare maa baap margye he. Tumhe unhone itna pyar diya iska matlab ye nhi ki tum unki sagi beti ki jagah lene ki koshish karogi”. Ferwa ki ye baate sun sab heran the.”

Mumma apne mujhe is do kodi ki ladki ke liye mara , mujhe.. mumma aapki beti ko mara apne”

“Hn mara aur agar tum ab bhi baj nhi aayi to fir marungi”.

“Rehnde chachi , jab mere apne maa baap ko is chiz se matlab nhi padhta ki koi unki beti se kese bat kar rha he to aap kyun apni beti ko maar rhe ho” sehar aage aake boli.”

Aur papa mumma aap ….. kya mohabbat ki aapne mujhse esi mohabbat to dushman bhi nhi karte honge , sab kuch suna bas meri aawaz ko unsuna kardiya , mujhse hui he galti me manti hu me maafi mangti hu magar aapne to mujhe paraya hi kar diya. Mujhe maaf karna to dur meri shakl dekhna tak ap logo ko gwara nhi.Papa aap to har jagah mere liye lad jate the , fir ab kya hua , aaj kyun khamosh rhe aap. Mumma aap to meri maa he aap kese ye kar sakti he mere sath.Ek aulad ke liye sabse bada gam ye hota he ki vo apne maa baap ko khode aur usse bada dukh pta he kya he ki vo apne jinda maa baap ko khode.

Mujhe ap logo ki berukhi sata rhi thi magar ab nhi .ab aur nhi” usne apne aansun pochte hue kaha” aap mujhe galat mante hona aapko lagta hena ki me denial ke sath rabte me rhi hu aaj bhi use mene bulaya , mano jo manna he mano magar dekhna ek din aapke samne sari asliyat aayegi aur us din aapko ye sehar bohot yaad ayegi magar me aapko maaf nhi karungi , vese bhi aapne to nayi beti banali na , rahe khush uske sath , mujhe to vese bhi maar chuke he aap.Sorry again bohot hurt kiya mene , ab nhi karungi.”Zahid abhi bhi apna ser utha nhi paye the aur zahira dusri taraf muh kar ro rhi thi.”

nanu chale yhan se mujhe nhi rehna ek pal bhi esi jagah jaha meri baat ki koi ehmiyat na ho”.usne fatima ko dekhkar bola aur sidhiyon ke pass rakha apna bag tham liya.

Abhi vo gate ke bahar kadam rakh hi rhi thi ki tabhi use apne hath pe kisi ka hath mehsus hua . Vo janti thi yeh haath uske maa baap ka nhi tha .Usne jab piche mud ke dekha to hida uska haath pakad use jane se rok rhi thi, uski nanhi kali ankhon me ansun moti ki tarah chamk rhe the

“Appi..pls mat jaye na ….appi pls”.Sehar uske samne ghutne ke bal bethi aur uske chehre ko apne haatho me pakd liya.

“Hiddu…ye jagah mere liye nhi he yhan koi mera nhi he me yahn ruk ke kya karungii”.sehar ki ankhen nam thi.

“Appi me huna aapke sath, ek kaam kare mujhe bhi le jaye..mujhe nhi rehna yhan pe ” hida ne zid karke bola.

“Kesi baat kar rhi ho , aapko yhan rehna hoga ye aapka ghar he aap yhan apne mumma papa ke sath raho “.

“Ye aapke mumma papa nhi he to mere bhi nhi he , ye sab bohot gande he…mumma ne apko aaj thappad mara mene sab dekha ye sani baji bhi aapko kitna kuch bol rhi thi …appi mujhe le chalo” gusse se lal hote hue hida sehar ki minnat kar rhi thi.

“Hiddu meri baat…” magar isse pehle ki sehar apna alfaz pura kar pati piche se zahira ke chillane ki aawaz aayi.

“ZAHID”“Zahid sahab ki saans ekdum se tez hone lagi, jaise hawa seene tak pahunch hi nahi rahi ho.Unke mathe par pasine ki boondein chamak rahi thi aur unka haath halkasa kaanp gaya, jaise control slip ho raha ho.Ek pal ko unke pair dagmagaaye… aur agle hi second woh zameen par gir padhe.”

“Zahid…! zahid kya hua aapko, waqeer bhaiii doctor ko bulaye”.Zahira ki aawaz pure hual me gunj rhi thi ghar ke sare log heran pareshan khade the..

“Ji ji bhabhi mene call kardiya he “.

“Papa..papa aap theek he papa papa…” sehar jo ye manjar dekh bhagti hui zahid ke pass ayi thi , unhe uthane ki koshish kar rhi thi .

“Tum hat jao yhan se sab tumhari vajah se hua he “.Saniya sehar ko hath pakad zahid se alag karne ki koshish kar rhi thi

. “Chodhe meri appi ko” hida ne sehar ka bazu saniya ke hath se chudhane ki koshish ki.

Saniya ne hida ko jor se dhakka diya jis vajah se uska ser pass me rakhi table se ja laga.”Ahhh..” hida jor se chillayi.uske rone ki aawaz se sabka dhyan uski taraf hogya.

Magar isse pehle ki koi kuch karta sehar ne saniya ko ek jordaar thappad demara.Us thappad ki gunj itni thi ki baki sari aawaze band hogyi aur uska nishan itna bhayank tha ki saniya ke gaal pe sehar ki ungliyan saaf saaf dikh rhi thi.

“How dare you” saniya jo is thappad se ek baar fir shock thii gusse se boli.

” tum mujhe batao ki tumne meri bhen pe dusri bar hath kese uthaya “.

“Dusri baar??” Waqeer ne heran hoke pucha.

“Jii chachu aapki pyari beti hida ko pehle bhi maar chuki he “. Sehar ne hida ko god me lete hue bola.

“Saniya..kya sehar sach bol rhi he ” waqeer ne gusse se pucha.

“Papa..papa ye bhene jhuth bol rhi he ” saniya ne ghabra ke bola.

“Jhuthi khhin ki. Meri baat kaan khol ke sunlo agar ainda meri bhen ke upar haath to kya aawaz bhi unchi ki na to bolne layak nhi chodhungi.. martial arts bhuli nhi hu me ” sehar ne saniya ko dhamkate hue bola.

“Tumm…”

“bas kardo tum logg kya tumhe yhan zahid ki halat nhi dikh rhi” saniya ki baat ko bich me katte hue zahira ne rote hue bola.

Tabhi doctor bhi aajate he aur sare zahid se todha dur hoke unhe rasta dete heDoctor ne Zahid sahab ko check karte hi stethoscope utara aur halki si saans li.

“Dekhiye, ghabraane ki zarurat nahi,” doctor ne narmi se kaha.“Yeh panic attack lagta hai. Dil par pressure aur bohot zyada mental stress ki wajah se body ekdum se react karti hai.”Zahira ki saans atak gayi.

“W-woh… theek ho jaenge na doctor?” usne poori ghabrahat se pucha.

“Ji ji bas inhe dawaiyan wakt pe den aur dhyan rakhe ki inke dil aur dimag par jor napade warna inki jaan ko khatra he “

“Ji doctor ham dhyan rakhenge” fatima ne bola.

“Accha to theek he ye kuch dawaiyan he ye lelena ,ab me chalta hu”

“Accha chale me aapko chodh ke aata hu” waqeer doctor ke sath bahar chale gye.

Sehar jo khudko compose kar chuki thi ye samjh gyi thi ki ab uska yhan rukna theek nhi he .Usne apne dil pe pathar rakhke apne ansun saaf kiye aur fatima ki taraf ghum ke boli

” nanu chale yhan se”.

” beta kuch din to ruko ” waqeer jo abhi abhi bahar se aaye the ye sunke bole.

“Nahi mera yhan rukna theek nhi he aur vese bhi mere school ki chuttiyan ho rhi he to isiliye jana hoga”.

“Beta ye sahi keh rhe he ruk ja tere papa ki tabiyat bhi theek ho jaegi” fatima ne bhi use jane se rokne ki koshish ki.

Sehar ka man to cha rha tha ki vo kabhi na jaye magar shayd ab yhan rehna uske naseeb me nhi tha.

“Nanu unki tabiyat mujhe dekh kharab hi hogi ,koi fayda nhi he , vese bhi yhan ke logo ko mere hone na hone se konsa fark padta he ” sehar ne jhakhmi ankhon se zahira ko dekha jo niche muh karke khadi thi.

“Sehar dekh me nhi jane wali aur na tujhe jane dungi aur agar tune meri baat nhi mani to jaa tu bhi mujhse baat mat kar”Fatima ne sehar ko saaf saaf na kardiya.

“Nanu…yrr” kehke sehar ne apna bag niche rakh diya.

” appi aap nhi jarhe hena” hida ne khushi khushi pucha.”

“abhi nhi jarhi” sehar ne uske gaal pe hath rakhke pyar se bola.

Raat ke 10 baj rhe the jab sehar apne kamre ki balcony me bethi thi.Vo kamra jise usne badi mohabbat se sajaya tha, jis kamre me uske har aansun har hasin dafan the , kitna yaad kiya tha usne is kamre ko.

Sehar balcony me bethi ro rhi thi. “Allah mene aaj kya kya bol diya mumma papa ko, allah lekin me kya karti..allah pls kuch karen allah “.

Tabhi sehar ka phone bajta he , usne awaz sun apne aansun saaf kiye aur bina naam dekhe phone utha liya.

“Aaj jo bhi me sabko dekh lungi”.

“Hello” sehar ne kaha.

“Assalamualikum sehar “.

“Noor appi aap” sehar ne chonk ke phone ko kan se dur kar naam padha.

“NOOR APPI”.

“hn sehar me noor” samne se noor ki aawaz aayi.

“Waaalaikum assalam appi..” sehar ne apne ansun rokte hue kaha.

“Pohch gyi ghar”

“Hm”

“Sab theek to hena sehar” noor ne fikrmandi se pucha.

Kuch der tak sehar khamosh rhi magar jab uske bardast ki had khatam hogyi to vo apne gale me fasin aawaz ko jyada der na rok saki.”Appi…appi…me.kya karun”

“Sehar…sehar kya hua he, batao mujhe sehar kisne kya bol tumhe” noor ne fikrmandi se pucha.Uska dil betha jarha tha.

” sehar tum theek hona dekho mujhe batao kya hua he “.

“Appi..iii” sehar kuch boli nahi bas roti rhi. Uske andar koi aag thi jo bhujne ka naam nhi lerhi thi.

“Sehar meri baat suno mujhe bataon to kya hua he”.

“Appi..mujhse esi konsi galti hogyiii mene to kabhi kisa ka bura bhi nhi chaha fir mere sath hi esa kyun hua appi…”

“Tumse kuch galat nhi hua he. Tum kyun soch rhi ho itna is bare me..sehar mujhe batao kya uncle aunty ne kuch bola.”

“Bas kuch bola hi to..bas kuch bola hi to nhi unhone. Appi mene aaj unse bohot kuch bol diya vo fir bhi chup rhe , saniya unke samne mujhse kya kya kehti rahi vo fir bhi chup rhe , vo mere samne use apni pehli aur sabse samjhdar beti kehte he.Appi..”uski saans ruki ,ab vo siskiyan le kar ro rhi thi.

“Appi! Unki pehli beti to me thi na , sabse samjhdar beti to me thi na , fir ye kyunnnn appi”.

Sehar ki sans phul rhi thi uska dil jal rha tha gale me kate mehsus ho rhe the. Ankhe rone ki vajah se dard kar rhi thi.Noor jo uski sari bate dhyan se sun rhi thi kuch sochke boli.

“Sehar ye saniya to vhi hena jispe tumhe shaq tha ki daniyal se isi ka rabta he “.

“Appi mujhe shaq nhi he..mujhe..mujhe yakeen he , ye sab usne hi kiya he “.

“Accha to ab tum kab aarhi ho” .

“Appi me kese aun aaj fir papa ko meri vajah se panic attack aagya, unki tabiyat khrab he me abhi nhi aasakti”.sehar ki aawaz ab bina kisi hichak ke aarhi thi.

“To ab jab tum vhan ruk hi gyi ho to is paheli ko bhi suljha do”.

“Kis paheli ko appi??” Sehar ne heran hokar pucha.

“Isi ko ki tumhari zindagi ka asli villain kon he “.noor ki aawaz bohot bhari thi vhan kuch tha kuch alag jo sehar ko aam nhi lag rha tha.

“Magar me kese karungi”.

“Tum bas vo karo jo me tumse kahun”.

“Hmm ” sehar ne bola to taBhi darwaze pe dastak huyi.

Vo heran hui .”itni raat ko kon he “.

“Appi me aapse baad me baat karti hu “.

“Accha theek he khyal rakhna” noor ne keh kar call cut kar diya.

Sehar ne apne aansun saaf kiya aur darwaze ki taraf bad gyi.Darwaza khola to samne vo khadi thi.

To be continued.