Sehar e Roshni episode 18
Written by sirraha…
“Daniyal ham kaha jaa rhe he?”
“Bas todhi der aur fir tumhe khud pta lag jaega”
“Accha meri ankhon se haath to hatao”
“Yaar fir surprise kesa rahega.”.
Ek darwaze ke samne aaake vo ruka aur use khol andar dhakhil hogya.
Andar aate hi usne sehar ki ankhon se hath hata diye.
Apni ankhon ko azaad pakar sehar ne khushi se ankhen kholi. Uske chere pe ek badi muskan feli huyi thi .
Apne samne ek andhera kamra pakar vo ek pal ko ruki aur danial ko pukara
“Danial!”. Aawaz na aane pe vo piche mudi magar piche ka nazara dekh uske chere ki muskan gayab hogyi.
“Ye…yee sab?” Danial ke bagal me khade rahila , raheel aur saniya ko dekh sehar ne sawaliyan nazro se pucha.
“Kyun kya hua tumhe surprise pasand nhi aaya.” Raheel hanste hue bola.
“Dekho na sehar mein tumhari bachpan ki dost tumse milne aayi hu.” Rahila ne ajeeb si muskan ke sath bola.
” sehar meri pyari choti bhen kesi ho , acchi hona dekho me tumhari sabse acchi bhen tumhare haal chall puchne aayi hu “.saniya boli.
“Sehar surprise pasand aaya na batao” akhir me danial bola.
Sehar khamosh rhi , usse kuch bola hi nhi gya.
Sehar ka dara hua chera dekhh sab hasne lage , itni joro se ki pura kamra unke hasne ki awaz se gunjne laga.
” bas karo…chup ho jao” sehar ne apne hatho se apne kano ko jor se band karte hue chilla ke bola.
Magar vo log hanste rahe.
“Chup ho jao….. allah ka wasta he chup ho jao , ye darwaza kholo , lights on karo plss …tumhe khuda ka wasta he ” chikhte chillate vo rote hue jameen pe ghutno kebal giri .
Hath abhi bhi kano ko dhake hue the . Un charo ke hansne ki aawaz abhi bhi kamre ko bhare hui thi.
“Chup ho jao , dekho mene kise ka kuch nhi bigada , mujhe jane do..mujhe jane do mujhe andhere se dar lagta he…Rahila tumhe to pta hena ki mujhe Claustrophobia he plss tum to meri madad karo dekho mujhe ghutan horhi he . Mere mathe se paseena beh rha he ….. meri madad karo.”
Vo chikhati rhi chillati rhi . Dheere dheere hansi ki aawaze dheemi hote gyi, usne ser nhi uthaya bas dohrati rhi.
Mujhe jane do… pls mujhe dar lag rha he ..pls koi mujhe bachao.”. Kamre me ek dam khamoshi cha gyi , sehar ne ser uthake dekha to vhan koi nhi tha . Usne bhag kar darwaza kholna chaha magar vo nhi khula. Uski ummid khatam hogyi , vo ek baar fir vhi darwaze ke tenk lagaye beth gyi.
“Koi pls mujhe bachalo , is andhere se mujhe nikaloo pls..”.
“Kon bachaega tumhe , kisko pukar rhi ho!”
Aawaz pe sehar chounki aur usne chera utha ke us aawaz ki taraf dekha.
“Kisko pukar rhi ho tum.. kisse madad mang rhi ho…
Kon ayega tumhare liye ” samne khade shaqs ne kaha to sehar ne apne ansun behremi se poche.
“Me..mere mumma papa aayenge.meri dost aayegi..” sehar ne ladkhrati aawaz ke sath bola. Uski jaban pe use khud bhi yakeen nhi tha.
“Hhhee..tumhe ab bhi ye lagta he ohh sehar kitni masum ho tum”samne khade shaqs ne hanste hue bola.
“Tum..tum kon hoo,yhan kya kar rhi ho” us jane pehchane shaqs ko dekhkar sehar puche bina na reh saki.
“Mein” usne shaqs ne apne seene pe ungli rakh ke bola.
“Mein to sehar khanam hu “.
“Tumm..nhi sehar khanam me huu tum nhi ho”. Sehar ne chilla ke bola.
“Tum kis angle se sehar lagti ho, dari hui,tuti hui,ghabrayi huii ..ye konsi sehar he ” samne khadii uski hamshakl sehar uska majak bana rhi thi.
” dekho me sehar hu tum nhi ho”. Akhir me sehar ki ankhon se fir ansun bhene lage uski aawaz fir dheemi hogyi.
“Sehar meri baat suno” samne khadi sehar ne ab narmi se bola.
Magar sehar ne ser nhi uthaya .bas badbadati rhi
” me sehar hu , me sehar hu ..me sehar huuu”.
“Sehar meri baat sunoo meri jaan” samne se aati sehar ab uske samne ghutno ke bal beth gayi.
” nahi me sehar hu.. me sehar hu” . Sehar ne ser uthaya to bhi vhi dohrati rhi.
“Sehar tum sehar ho magar ye kesi sehar he … kis kaam ki sehar he ye … tum tutne ke liye nhi bani thi sehar . Tumhe allah ne bahadur banaya tha.allah bas tumhe ajma rhe the , sehar tum kese haargyi us aazmaish me , har exam me top karne wali sehar is exam me kese piche reh gyi.
Sehar dusro se madad mat mango ,allah ka naam lo aur in sab se bahar niklo , tum is andhere kamre me fasin hui ho magar ye kamra band nhi he iski deewaren itni hi unchi he jitni tum dekh sakti ho , in deewaron me ek bada rasta he tumhe use dhundhna hoga.”
“Me kese?” Sehar ne nazre uthake samne bethiii sehar ki ankhon me dekha.
“Ye tumhe pta lagana hoga ki tum kese karogi , magar itna yaad rakhna tum kar logi , tumhe karna hi hoga yhan se tumhe koi nhi bacha sakta.”
“Danial bhi nhi aayega … log to kehte he jisse mohabbat hoti he vo hame bacha lete he ” usne masumi se pucha.
“Nahi meri jaan.danial ne tumse kabhi mohabbat nhi ki aur tum ab is weham se nikal jao ye sab kahaniyon me hota he jaha rupenzal ek unchi imarat me band hoti he aur use koi shezada bachane aata he. Tum haqiqat me ho ladki. Yhan se tumhe khud bachna hoga. Koi shehzada nhi aayega tumhare liye.
“Sehar uth jao..sehar ankhen kholo aur rasta dhundho.
Sehar ye tumhe hi karna hoga…sehar uth jaoo..
Sehar dekho tum kar sakti ho .sehar uth jao..
Sehar.sehar..seharr..
Usne ek dam se ankhen kholi . Vo apne kamre me thi…
uski sanse atki hui thi , mathe se paseena beh rha tha. Pura wajud sun ho chuka tha. Ankhon se ansun beh rhe the.
“Ya allah” usne apne chere pe hath fera aur bed se utar kar bathroom ki taraf bad gyi.
Bathroom me aake samne sheeshe me usne khud ko dekha.
Chera zard pada tha..murjhaye sukhe baal . Ankhon ke niche dark circles.
“Ye kya hogya he mujhe “. Usne apne aap se kaha.
Usne nal chalu kar thandha pani apne chere pe dala .
Sukun ke lahar uske zism me daud padi.
Usne chera uthake aaine me dekha.
Ansun ab beh chuke the ab ankhen khali thi .
“Aur nhi..ab aur nhii me khudko zaya nhi hone dungi. Me khudko bachaungi.. mujhe kisi shehzade ki zarurat nhi he “.
Unse aaine me dekh apne aap se kaha.
Chere pe muskan laane ke koshish ki .
Apne kamre me aake usne apna mobila uthaya aur photo gallery me jake ek album pe click kiya.
Password dala aur vo khul gya.
Samne vo sari tasweeren thi jo usne itna dard sehne ke bavjud sambhal ke rakhi thi.
“Aaj ke baad mere dil me tumhare liye koi mohabbat koi aqidat kuch nhi hogi… hogi to bas nafrat ..tumne mujhe barbad kiya he danial mirza ab sehar tumhe barbad karegi..
Ab me tumhare liye aur nhi roungi …ab mein ” usne apne chere pe se pani ke katre saaf kiye ” tumhe rulaungi.”
Ye kehke usne vo sari tasweeren delete kardi.
sath hi rahila ke sath bhi jitni yade uske pass thi sab usne ek click me mita di.
Bas itna hi aasan tha phone ka storage khali karna.
Aur jab zehan ka bhi storage bhar jaye to ise bhi isi tarah saaf karna hota he . Bas ek click .
EPISODES OF GRIEF END HERE. ITS TIME TO UNFOLD THE TRUTH LEY BEHIND THE DARKNESS.
Subeh ki roshni ab har taraf fel chuki thi . Ek subeh jo sehar ke liye kuch khass lekar aayi thi.
Lounge me sabhi log bethe the siwaye zahid ke jo apne kamre me hi the aur zahira jo unke sath thi. Sehar bhi abhi tak bahar nhi aayi thi.
“Hida beta jao appi ko bola lao”. Fatima ne bagal me bethi chocolate khati hida se bola .
“Okay nanuu..” hida apni kursi se utar hi rhi thi ki saniya boli.
“Use bulake kya karenge use rone dijiye todhi der aur . Vese bhi kal jo hua us ke baad to vo shayd hi zind…
“Kon mar rha he bhaiii..akele akele .” Uski baat bich me katte hue sehar chalti hui aayi.
“Assalamualikum nanu ” usne fatima ke gale lag unke gaal chume.
“Waaalaikum assalam nanu ki jaan , tu theek he “.
“Hn nanu mujhe kya hona tha”. Usne be niyazi se kandhe uchkate hue bola. Lavendar colour ke kurta pajama me vo khili khili si lag rhi thi.balo se pani ke katre gir rhe the .
“Nahi hame laga ki itni zillat ke baad to ab tum kaha hi bach paogi.sachme agar koi gerat wala hota meri tarah to jarur suicide karleta” ek baar fir saniya ne kadwe lehze me kaha.
“Saniya chup..” ferwa use chup karati usse pehle hi unhe bich me katte hue sehar boli
” hn na saniya ab sabme esi gerat todhi na hoti he jo apne se do saal choti bhen ke hath ka thappad kha kar bhi tum aaj jinda bethi bread jam kha rhi ho. Kheir me hoti to mar jati “. Sehar ne bhi usi lehze me jawab diya.
Saniya ka muh utar gya .
“Ammi me collage ja rhi hu , aur aaj me todha late aaungi to pls mujhe call karke pareshan mat karna.” Usne gusse se cup table pe patak ke bola aur uth ke chali gyi.
fatima ne apni hansin Rokni chahi .
“Aur merii choti donn … subhe subeh cavity ko invitation de rhi ho hnn” sehar kursi par beth apne bagal me bethi hida ko jor se khandho se hilate hue boli.
“Appi mujhe lagti he yrr” hida ne ruhansa muh bna kar bola.
” wahh beta wahh … tumhe isiliye to itna laad pyar kiya ki tum mujhe ye keh sako” sehar ne apne dil par hath rakh sadme se bola.
Hida uski acting dekh hasne lagii.
“Appi aapko to ekta kapoor ke serials me hona chaiye “.
“Chalo ab dono chup chap nashta karlo.”fatima ne bhi muskurate hue bola. Vo sehar ko muskurate dekh bohot khush thi.
“Accha bhai bhabhi ko nashta de diya.” Waqeer ne ferwa se pucha.
“Hn saniya de aayi thi na vese bhi usi ka kaam he ye ” ferwa apna nashta karte karte boli.
Sehar ne kuch socha magar fir ser jhatak diya.
Tabhi darwaze se doctor andar aate dikhe.
“Aaye aaye doctor sahab ” waqeer ne uthkar unse musafa kiya.
Fir doctor aur waqeer zahid ke kamre ki taraf chale gye.
Nashte ke baad jab sab uth gye to sehar chup chap us taraf gyi aur darwaze ke tek lagake khadi ho gyi.
Andar se halki halki aawaze aarhi thi.
” dekhe inki halat kharab hoti jaa rhi he . Inko ye baar baar attack ana normal nhi he , inki reports me koi bhi bimari pta nhi lag rhi he magar jarur kuch he. Kahin inke khane me to esa kuch nhi hena.”
“Magar khana to ghar ka hi hota he ” zahira ki roundi roundi si aawaz aayi.
“Dekhe aap bas inhe acchi diet de aur inka dhyan rakhe. Baaki allah malik” doctor bolke uth gye.
“Chale doctor” waqeer unhe kamre ke bhar lane lage to sehar jaldi se deewar ke piche chhup gyi.
Uske man me tarah tarh ke khyal aane lage ,
Usne akhri nazar andar bethi apni maa pe dali jo bilkul murjha gyi thi aur sath me apne baap par jo bed pe lete bilkul be jaan se the.
use becheni hone lagi to vo apne kamre ki taraf chali gyi.
Dopahar ka wakt tha jab vo dono uski balcony me bethi thi.
“Nanu ek baat puchunn” vo jo unki goad me ser rakh leti thi kuch sochte hue boli.
“Hn meri jaan bolo”. Fatima jo uske balo me hath fer rhi thi ,pyar se boli.
” nanu agar kisi insan ko koi pareshan kare , to kya vo insan usse badla le sakta he .”
“Umm hn le sakta he ” unhone kuch sochke bola.
“Magar islam me to kisi ko maaf karne se bada badla koi nahi hota na . Aur fir jo insan kisi ko maaf karta he to allah bhi to use maaf karte he right?”.
“Hn beta . Lekin iske bhi do tareeqe he ,pehla maf kardo aur allah ke hath me chodh do aur mera yaqeen karo isse behtar tariqa kuch nhi he . Kyunki jab allah aapke mamlo ko sambhalta he to insaf hota he .
Magar aaj ke mashre me dusra tareeqa jyada behtar he . Badla lena. Ese jese koi tumhe thappad mare to tum use wapas palat ke ek aur thappad mardo , iska fayda ye hoga ki vo insan dobara kisi ko bina matlab thappad marne se pehle hazar baar sochega .
agar samne wala tumse takatwar he to tum pehla tareeqa apnao aur agar tumhe lagta he ki tum usse badla le sakte ho to apni hado me rehke use sabak sikhao taki vo kisi aur ke sath vo na kare jo usne tumhare saath kiya. ” Vo bolke chup huyi to sehar jaldi se uth ke beth gyi.
“Accha ab me samjh gyi ” uske chere pe ek shararati muskan thi.
“Thank you nanu you are the best ” jaldi se fatima ke dono hath apne hatho me lekar chume aur vhan se apna phone lekar nikal gyi.
Teen baar call karne pe bhi jab phone pick nhi kiya gya to vo mayus hogyi . Tabhi phone bajne laga , vo jo abhi abhi mayus hogyi thi ab khilke muskura rhi thi.
” Assalamualikum appi”.
“Waaalaikum assalam, aur batao aaj itni khush kese” samne se noor ki awaaz aayi jo canteen me bethi coffee pee rhi thi.
“Appi mene soch liya he “.
“Kya soch liya he “
“I will take revenge”.
“Accha magar pehle vo karo jo mene kaha tha ”
“Aapne kya kaha tha? ”
“Yhi kii pehle pta lagao ki akhir badla lena kisse he “.
“Ofc saniya se”. Sehar ne beparwahi se kaha.
“Ye tumhe pta he logo ko to nhi , aur unhe batane ke liye tumhe sabuto. Ki jarurat he “. Noor ne coffee ka sip lete hue kaha.
“Vo kese milenge” .
“Jasusi karni padegi”.
“Mein kese ? Mujhe nhi aata ye sab”sehar ne chounk kar bola.
“Hn hn me to huin khandani jasus , mujhe to sab aata he “.noor ne halke ghusse se kaha.
“Me..mera matlab he ye mera first time hena”.usne hichakte hue kaha.
“Hm hm shi baat he me to part time yhi kaam karti hun hena”.
Noor ne fir usi andaaz me bola to sehar ab hasen bina na reh saki.
“Yaar appi chodho na koi idea do yrr aap to psychology ki student ho “.
“Accha theek he, ab me jo bolun use dhyan se suno “.
“Okay okay”. Sehar ne hasi rokte hue kaha.
Agr inhi se dur heydrabad ki ek unchi khali imarat me jao to vhan do log aamne samne khade baat kar rhe the.
“Tumhe use barbad karna he samjhe.”
“Itna kar to diya he ab aur kya chaiye” samne khade ladke ne use mna karni chahi.
” ye kafi nhi he , me use tabah hote hue dekhna chahti hu , abhi uski sanse baki he “.
“Tum ye kyun chahti ho vo tumhari bhen he “.
“Tumse jitna bola he utna karo samjhe,warna bataun tumhara raaz tumhare baap ko, yakeen karo agar use ek baar pta lag gya na to ye jo esho aaram ki jindagi kat rhe hona tum , sab bhul jaoge” abke us ne gusse se bola.
“Theek he kar to raha hu , tum ye batao ki apna kaam kiya”. Use ladke ne bebasi se apna gussa jabt karke Bola.
“Hn tum uski fikr mat karo , me barabar se unke khane me vo dawai mila rhi hu”.
“Theek he me bhi apna kaam karta hu lekin bhulna mat tumhe vo video delete karni he “.
“Accha mujhe mat sikaho aur ab chalo dafa ho yhan se .” Ye kehke vo vhan se nikal gyi.
“Bas ek baar me insab se nikal jaun fir iskii hekdi nikalunga” piche khada vo ladka khud se hi badbadaya.
Sham ka wakt tha jab vo dono park me ghum rhi thi.
“Appi aapko ek baat bataun”
“Hn bolo.”
” chachi aur saniya baji kitni acchi ho gyi na “.
“Accha esa kyun.”
“Vo hena..”
To be continued