Sehar e Roshni episode 14 written by sirraha…

Sehar e Roshni episode 14

Written by sirraha…

Vo ghar me dhakhil hui to samne bethii Fatima ko dekhkar darwaze pe hi ruk gyi, jo sine pe hath bandhe bethi use hi dekh rhi thi.

“Sehar… tune wakt dekha beta, tu puri raat nhi soyi he, dekh teri aankhe kese lal hogyi he,” Fatima ne fikrmandi se kaha.

“Nanu… me kya karu, mujhe wakt ka pta hi nhi laga, aur sach me mujhe neend nhi aarhi he.” Usne unhe dilasa diya.

“Vese tu itni der vhan kar kya rhi thi?”

Sehar ne kuch pal socha, fir boli, “Ek ladki mili thi… bas nayi company ke sath time nikal gya.” Sehar ne muskurate hue bola.

“Kon larki?”

“Thi koi.” Vo kehti hui muskurai to Fatima bhi muskuradi.

Unhone us ladki ko dil se dua di, jiski vajah se Sehar ke chere pe muskan aayi.

“Chal, ab tu fresh hoja, fir nashta karke ham shopping pe chalenge. Yaad hoto, kal se school jana he, mohtarma.”

“Jii huzur, jesa aapka hukum,” Sehar ne sir jhuka ke bola.

Fatima hase bina na reh sakii. Sehar bhi hanste hanste apne kamre me chali gyi.

Gate kholke andar aayi to uske chere ki muskan gayab ho gyi, ankhon me aansun ubalne lage. Usne apne ansuon ko saaf kiya aur bathroom ki taraf bad gyi.—

Vo dono ek restaurant me bethi thi. Sehar ke school ke liye sari shopping ho chuki thi.

“Sehar… tu ab theek he?” Fatima ne apne cup me straw ghumati Sehar ko dekhkar pucha. Sehar ka hath ek pal ko ruka, magar fir chalne laga.

“Ji Nanu, ab me theek hu…” Usne chere pe jhuti muskan ke sath kaha.

“Aacha he… beta, tu fikr mat kar, unlogo ko me samjha dungi… tu bas apni padhai pe dhyan dena,” Fatima ne uske ser pe hath ferke bola.

“Jii…” Sehar ne hn me ser hilate hue bola.

Sham ke saath baj rhe the, vo samandur ke kinare kadhii thi. Samne samandur ki lehre shor kar rahi thi, aur Sehar ke andar khayalato ke tufan.Use kisi ke waha hone kii ummid thi, vo use kyun dhundh rhi thi, pta nhi. Magar jis ladki se kal tak vo irritate horhi thi, aaj uske sath baat karne ka man kar rha tha.

Kuch tha usme jo Sehar ko alag laga. Lekin Sehar uspe yakeen nhi kar sakti thi.

“Agar vo bhi Daniyal ke sath mili hui ho to…” uske trust issues activate hogye the.Vo ghar ki taraf mudi… vo ab kisi par yakeen nhi kar sakti thi.—

Subeh ke 4 baj rhe the jab uski aankh khuli. Usne bagal me rakhi ghadi me wakt dekha.

“Me itni jaldi kese uth gyi…”

“Kheir, ab uth hi gyi hu to accha he. School ke first day late to nhi houngi.”Aur tabhi use yaad aya ‘SCHOOL’. Aur purani yaade taza hone lagi.

Ankhon me namii dar aayi. Usne uthke balcony ka darwaza ka khola. Thandhi hawa jab badan se tak rayi to dil ko ek sukun mila. Samne samandur tha jo abhi bhi andhere me duba hua tha.Tabhi uski nazar vhan bethe shaqs pe padi.

Usne bhag ke apni shall uthayi aur niche daudi.Fatima Begum ke kamre ko dekha jiska darwaza khula hua tha, yani vo jagi hui thi.

“Nanu, me beach pe jarhi hu,” usne pucha nhi, bas bataya aur vhan se chali gyi.

Piche Fatima Begum aawaz deti rehgyi.—

Samandur ke kinare aayi to samne vo bethi thi. Aaj bhi kale rang ke burkhe me vo dhaki si bethi thi.Sehar ne uski tarf dheere dheere kadam badaye. Apne piche kisi ke hone ka ehsas pakar Noor ne gardan piche ghumayi.

“Tum aagayi,” Noor ne Sehar se kaha aur fir aage dekhne lagi.

Sehar uske bagal me ja bethi.

Usne bola, Kuch nhi.”Mujhe laga tha tum nhi aaogi.”

“Mera man kiya to aagyi.”Ab Sehar use ye nhi bta sakti thi ki vo use dekhkar yha aayi he. Kyun aayi he ye vo bhi nhi janti.”

Tumhe yakeen karne me itna wakt kyun lagta he, kya kisi ne tumhara trust toda he?, kyunki tum introvert to nhi ho,” Noor abhi bhi aage hi dekh rhi thi.

“Nhi…” Sehar ne bas itna bola.

“Tum jhuth kisse bol rhi ho, mujhse ya apne aap se?, me psychology ki student hu .

“Sehar ko vo aaj kal vali Noor nahi lagi thi. Ye bohot serious thi, kal wali ki tarah majakiya nhi.

“Mujhe nhi pta, aur me aapko kyun bataun,” Sehar ne gussa nhi kiya, bas khali lehze me boli.

“Waqai, kisi ne yakeen toda he,” Noor boli to Sehar bas gehri sans le kar reh gyi.

“Tum tension mat lo, me tumhe force nhi karungi… lekin hn, jab tumhe batane ka man ho to me jarur sunugi.”

“Aaj se mujhe school jana he,” Sehar ne use bataya.

“Accha, than all the best for first day.”

“Aapke sir ne aapko danta?”

“Kis liye?”

“Project submit nhi karwaya isliye.”

“Nhi, sir hi nhi aye aur kuch dino ke liye aayenge bhi nhii, aur tab tak mera complete ho jaega.”

“Wah, you are lucky.”

“Lucky nhi hu, bas mene dua ki aur Allah ne sun li.”

“Itni si baat ke liye dua?”

“Matlab…” Noor Sehar ki baat pe confuse hoke boli.

“Matlab ye ki ye to itni si baat thi, ispe dua kon karta he, and hn karte he lekin itni bhi nhi ki qubul hi ho jaye.”Noor uski baat pe halki si hasi aur uski tarf ghum kar usse kehne lagi

.”Dekho, dua kesi bhi hon, choti ya badi, Allah se karne chaiye, aur is yakeen se ki vo qubul hogi. Me bachpan se ye karti aayi hu, homework complete nhin hota to Allah se dua karti aur us din teacher hi nhi aate, aate to kisi vajah se check nhi karte. Kabhi teacher kuch puchte aur mujhe nhi aata to me fir dua karti aur ya to period lag jata ya teacher mujhse vhi sawal puchte jo mujhe aata ho.”

“Ese hota he, matlab ye to coincidence hota hena, mere sath bhi hua he ek do baar.” Sehar es baat pe yakeen karne ko taiyar nhi thii.

“Hn, ek do baar hoto coincidence mana jata he, magar har baar ho to ye Allah ki madad hoti he. Dekho, it doesn’t matter ki dua choti he ya badi, matter karta he tumhari niyat kya he. Agar tum casually keh rhe ho ki ‘Allah pls madad kardo’, to kuch nhi hota, lekin agar tum is yakeen se karo ki ‘Allah jarur madad karenge’, to tumhari dua jarur puri hogi. Ab kese karenge ye sochna tumhara kaam nhi. Dekho, sab yakeen ka khel he, tum kuch bhi karo Allah se dua karo, tumhe qamyabi jarur milegi, aur nhi mili to iske piche koi behtari hogi Allah ki.”Vo bolke chup hui to dono ke bich lambi khamoshi fel gyi.

“Tumhara ghar kaha he?” Todhi der baad Noor ne sawal kiya.

“Bataya to tha ye piche…”

“Ye nhi, ye to tumhari nani ka he, tumhara kaha he?”

“Mera koi ghar nhi he,” Sehar ne halki aawaz me bola.

“Kya?” Noor ko theek se sunayi nhi diya.

“Kuch nhii… Hyderabad… Hyderabad me he.”

“Tumhare parents ne tumhe yhan jabardasti bheja he kya?”

“Dekhe, mana ham baat karte he, lekin me aap ko acche se janti bhi nhi hu, hum sirf do baar mile he. Me aapko apni personal baate nhi bta sakti.”

“Okay… okay, chill, koi na, me to bas ese hi puch rhi thi.”

“Accha, dosti karogi mujhse?” Noor ne thoda ruk ke usse pucha.

“Aapse… aap itni badi he mujhse.”

“Itni bhi nhi hu, abhi do din pehle hi to 21 ki hoyi hu… ese reject na karo yr, mera dil jaldi tut jata he,” Usne apne dil pe haath rakhke bola.

“But… mujhe ab dosti pe yakeen nhi he. Dost dhoka dedete he.”

“Accha, theek he, dost mat banao, badi bhen hi manlo,” Noor ne muskura ke kaha. Noor ki ankhon me kuch chamka tha.Bhen lafz sunke

Sehar ke zehan me ek chehra ubhra — Hida ka. Uski ankhon me nami dar aayi. Use kitne din hogye the usse baat kiya, pta nhi vo kese uske bina rehti hogi

.”Kaha khogyi?” Noor ne uske chehre ke aage apna hath lehraya to vo hosh me aayi.

“Aapko pta he, meri ek choti behen he,” Sehar muskurate hue batane lagi,

to Noor bhi use dhyan se sunne lagi.

“Mujhse 10 saal choti he vo ,magar bate mujhse badi karti he, mujhse bohot pyar karti he, mere bina usko neend tak nhi aati, vo apni sari bate mujhe batati, chot lagti to mummy ke pass nhi jati, mere pass ati.

“Use malum nhi tha, magar uski ankhon se aansun bheke uske chehre ko bhigo chuke the.

“Tum usse bohot pyar karti ho.”

“Bohot, bohot jyada.”

“Fir to tum usse roj baat karti hogi.

“Aur Sehar ke chehre ki muskan gayab hogyi. Usne niche ser jhuka liya aur lab danto tale daba ke apne ansun rokne ki koshish ki.”Nhi… mujhe bohot din hogye usse bate kare, uske muh se Appi sune, mujhse badnaseeb kon hoga jiski ek galti ki vajah se uski behen bhi usse dur hogyi,.

“Noor ko apne samne bethi ladkii pe bohot taras aaya.”Tumhe pta he, me akeli hu, mere koi siblings nhi he.

” Noor ne bolna shuru kiya, to roti hui Sehar bhi use dekhne lagi.”Lekin me hamesha se akeli nhi thi, meri bhi ek behen thi, Halima. Mujhse 4 saal choti thi. Do saal ki thi vo jab khelte khelte sidhiyon se gir gyi thi. Vo mere samne giri thi, me use bachana chahti thi, mene uska haath pakdne ki koshish ki thi, magar… nhi pakad payi aur uski maut hogyi. Me 6 saal ki thi, jyada nhi samjhti thi, lekin mujhe aaj bhi yaad he, jab papa use goud me lekar rote hue hospital ki taraf bhage the. Aur fir use ek safed gadi lekar aayi thi. Mujhe laga tha vo thak gyi he, isiliye so rahi he, magar vo hamesha ke liye sogyi thi.”

“Pta he, aaj bhi mujhe uski yaad aati he. Mere maa-baap ko lagta he me use bhul gyi, magar me nhi bhuli, Sehar, me nhi bhuli. Uski ankhen meri tarah hari nhi thi, uski ankhen tumhari tarah kali thi. Me jab tumhe dekhti hu to lagta he Halima he… aaj vo bhi tumhari tarah hoti, vo bhi mujhe Appi kehti jese tumhari behen kehti he. Mera yakeen karo, 15 saalo se Appi sunne ke liye tadap rhi hun.

“Uski harii ankhon me aansun moti ki tarah chamak rhe the, magar vo gire nhi.”Tumhe lagta he tum badnaseeb ho, tum nhi ho. Badnaseeb to me khud bhi nhi khti, khud ko. Jabki tumhare paas behen to he, tum usse aaj nhi to kal baat karlogi. Me nhi kar sakti, mujhe ye chiz andar se khati he ki me usse kabhi baat nhi kar paungi, is janam me to kabhi nhi.

“Sehar ke aansun ab ruk gye the. Vo bas apne samne bethi Noor ko yaktak dekh rhi thi.”

Tumhe behen ka naam sunke tumhari behen yaad aayi. Socho, mene kese. Tumhe behen banne ke liye bola hoga, lekin Sehar, me us din apni ek behen ko nhi bacha saki thi. Aaj me apni ek aur behen ko nhi marne de sakti. Mujhe pta he tumhe logo pe ab eitbaar nhi he, magar me tumhari dhal banke rahungi. Me janti hu, andar hi andar kuch chiz tumhe maar rhi he, lekin me tumhe nhi marne de sakti… mujhe nhi pta kyun, magar tum mujhe Halima lagti ho, aur me uske liye kuch bhi karne ko taiyar hu.

“Usne apni ankhon se aansun saaf karte hue use dekha. Sehar ab bhi use ese hi dekh rhi thi.”

Accha, ab jao, school ka first day he, late to nhi hona chahogi. Mere kimti aansun bahadiye, mujhe emotional karke,” usne hanste hue bola.

Sehar bhi use dekh muskuradi.

Samne dekha to paya ki suraj ug chuka tha. Noor ke sath vo jab bhi rehti, hamesha sunrise hi hota. Usne ye baat notice ki magar fir nazar andaz kardi.

“Accha, me chalti hu,” Sehar ne bola.

“Hm, theek he. First day acche se guzarna aur ho sake to dost bhi banalena. Zindagi me ek dost hona jaruri hota he.”

“Mil gya vo ek dost to…” Sehar ke muh se beikhteyar nikla.

“Kya?”

“Kuch… kuch nhi,” Sehar bolti hui vahn se bhagi.

“Fir milogi?” Piche se Noor ki aawaz aayi.

“In sha Allah.”

To be continued…..